Taolo D
Disciple of Prayer
Seems like everything i pray to God to bless me with He takes it away from...Am i His enemy or a fallen angel? Why does He let me suffer if He loves and if I am His child? Dont i deserve happiness but sorrow? I am starting to think that He doesnt love me... For years i Have been praying, God please help me pass my exams but i failed..God please help my relationship with the man i love last forever but he is gone...God please end all quarrels in my home but they increased, we hate each other more than ever... People hate me...My enemies reign over me...God never punished that man who sexually abused me when i was a toddler he is out there pursuing all his dreams while i am here traumitised insecure and ashamed.. AM I NOT WORTHY ENOUGH? WHERE IS GOD?