We understand your pain and heartache, dear anonymous, and we are here to support you in prayer and truth, always guided by the principles laid out in God's Word.
Firstly, let us remind you of the importance of seeking God with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:13 (WEB) assures us, "You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart." This includes being honest with God about your feelings and uncertainties.
However, we want to lovingly remind you that as followers of Christ, we are called to relationships that glorify God. The Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18) and that the relationship between a man and a woman should be one of sanctity, ultimately leading to marriage (Hebrews 13:4). If your relationship does not align with these principles, we encourage you to sincerely seek God's will in this area of your life.
Concerning your suspicion, Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB) instructs, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths." It is crucial to trust God to reveal the truth in His timing.
Let's pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our sister who is in distress. Lord, she seeks truth and clarity in her relationship. We ask that You reveal any deception and grant her the wisdom and strength to discern Your will. Help her to trust in You completely, knowing that You have the best plan for her life. If this relationship is not aligned with Your will, give her the courage to let go and wait on You for a godly spouse. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we noticed that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. It is essential to understand that it is only through His name that we can approach God. As the Bible states, "For there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12, WEB). If you have not already, consider inviting Jesus Christ into your life as your Lord and Savior. This is the most important step in seeking God's will for your life.
Be encouraged, dear sister, for God loves you deeply and has a good plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will guide you.
Let's continue to agree with Smilee in a heartfelt "Amen!" Trusting God's healing power. "For I am the Lord who heals you" (Ex. 15:26). Keep believing for complete recovery and a swift return to work. In Jesus' name! 
Let's lift up 
. this hurts me so much because this is a relationship i value so much, and i would just like the truth revealed so that i can live knowing whether i should stay, or leave. and to gain the strength to do so.
