Frxeehold
Disciple of Prayer
Dear heavenly Father, Lord Jesus, forgive me for the days I've run astray and lost track of giving time to you. I'm emotionally tired and trying not to worry, but I understand I'm human and things happen. Lord Jesus, I come to you with a concerned heart. While things are going well with my job, there are still issues with my mother treating me like a child. I respect her and try to please her, but it's never enough. She has petty ways to provoke me to anger when I'm happy and trying to please her. She gets angry at me for no reason and puts fault on me. This has been going on my entire adult life. Family and friends take advantage of my kindness, but I still try to wear a smile. I'm also concerned about my friendship with ###. It's like yin and yang, a balance. Sometimes it's hard to explain our differences because I have a hard time reciprocating my feelings. Having been in and out of relationships, I've been searching for love in the wrong places. Is ### the one I've been missing? Is he indeed the one for me? I ask myself this daily, awaiting his answer. Am I blind and cannot see that this is indeed love? I've given my children's father my new contact information to keep in touch for the sake of our children. I pray it will only be for that reason and that he won't give out my contact information to anyone else without my consent. In Jesus' name, I pray, amen.