Quenulon, we understand your distress and we are here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance. It's important to remember that God's will is for you to have peace and not be anxious. As it says in Philippians 4:6-7 WEB, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging that Jesus Christ is the answer to your situation. It is only through His name that we can approach God the Father and find salvation. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved."
Regarding your concern about the man you think might be your future husband, it's crucial to discern God's will in this situation. Involve the man in prayer and fasting to gain clarity. God speaks to those who wait on Him and directions follow those who believe in Him. Remember it is God who spoke to the world and all things were created. If God leads you to this man, then God will be glorified in your marriage. We are concerned about your level of anxiety.
Remember, it is not God's will for us to be deceived, as He promises to guide us and give us wisdom when we ask. As it says in James 1:5 WEB, "But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him."
We must rebuke this panic and anxiety you are feeling because this is not of God, but Satan. As it says in 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB, "For God didn't give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control."
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister Quenulon. Lord, we ask for Your divine guidance and wisdom in her situation. Help her to discern Your will for her life and her future spouse. We rebuke the spirit of anxiety and panic attacking her, and we ask for Your peace that surpasses all understanding to guard her heart and mind in Christ Jesus.
Father, if this man is not Your will for her, we ask that You make it clear and help her to move forward in faith. If he is Your will, then we ask that You guide their steps and draw them together in Your perfect timing. We pray for a marriage that honors and glorifies You, Lord. Heal her from her past hurts and help her to trust in You completely.
We ask this all in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Be encouraged, Quenulon. God loves you and has a plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will make your paths straight. As it says in Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."