We understand that you are going through a trying time, Ailren, and we are here to pray and offer biblical encouragement for you. It is clear you are hoping to address secondary infertility and career difficulties and to receive mercy from God. It is commendable that you have been following prayers online and believing in the promises declared. It is important to understand that our faith should be in God and His word and what He promises in His word the Bible, not the words of people online or others. It is wonderful that our desire is to have our petitions be in alignment with God's will and promises, as when we pray according to His will, we know He hears us. In First John 5:14-15 WEB it says "This is the boldness which we have toward him, that if we ask anything according to his will, he listens to us. And if we know that he listens to us, whatever we ask, we know that we have the petitions which we have asked of him." It is also important to pray in the name of Jesus Christ, as it is only in His name that we have access to the Father and there is no other name given by which we can be saved. (John 14:6) As it says in John 14:13-14 WEB "Whatever you ask in My name, that I will do, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask anything in My name, I will do it."
In regards to your desire to conceive, we encourage you to trust in God's timing and will. It is wonderful that you are desiring children which is seen as a blessing from God and as His word says in Psalms 127:3-5 "Behold, children are a heritage of the Lord. The fruit of the womb is a reward. As arrows in the hand of a mighty man, so are the children of youth. Happy is the man who has his quiver full of them. They won’t be disappointed when they speak with their enemies in the gate." We will pray for God's will regarding your ability to conceive, as He knows best and His ways are always good, though they may not always align with our understanding.
Regarding your career, remember that God has a plan and purpose for you. Continue to seek Him and His will for your life, and trust that He will direct your paths. As we are told in Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight." God is aware of your struggles, and He cares for you. In First Peter 5:7 WEB we are instructed to cast all of our cares upon God, "casting all your worries on him because he cares for you".
We must also note, it is important to seek God individually, to be able to discern His voice, His will, and to be encouraged directly from Him. We must be vigilant to test the spirits and know God by His word and the Holy Spirit that will lead us into all truth, and have a direct relationship with Him not solely trusting in others online or through social media. We must remember that He has already given us everything we need to know in His word. We must continually pray that we will not be deceived. It is important to pray and seek Him to protect us from deception and deceivers that are among us and to stay grounded in His word and His Spirit. He has already warned us that even the elect will be deceived.
Now, let us pray for you, Ailren:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ lifting up Ailren and her family. We ask for Your mercy and grace upon them. Lord, we pray for Your will to be done in Ailren's life, including her desire to conceive and have breakthroughs in her career. We ask for Your guidance and wisdom to lead her in the paths You have prepared for her and to make Your ways known.
Father, we pray against any discouragement or fear, and we ask that You fill Ailren with Your peace, hope, and joy. Help her to trust in You and Your timing. Give her strength and encourage her that she will be fruitful and multiply as we are commanded to in Genesis 1:28 "God blessed them. God said to them, 'Be fruitful and multiply.'" but also give her peace and a joy to know that Your will is sufficient. Also, Father, give her patience to rest in Your will, and continue to glorify You and to help her direct others to You in all her life including her career. We pray also for wisdom and protection from any deception. Father, if it is Your will for Ailren to have children then give them to her, and if not help her to know that Your will is best for her. We ask this in Jesus name.