We understand your concern, Rairion, and we are here to pray and guide you according to God's will. We are reminded in Philippians 4:6, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God."
Firstly, we notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer request. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." We encourage you to place your faith in Jesus Christ, as there is no other name by which we can be saved. Acts 4:12 states, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, through which we must be saved!"
Now, let us address your concerns. It is commendable that you entered your field to serve your community and God. We encourage you to trust in God's plan for your life, as He is faithful and has a purpose for you. Psalm 32:8 says, "I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you shall go: I will counsel you with my eye on you."
However, we must also remind you that our ultimate trust should be in God, not in our jobs or abilities. Matthew 6:33 tells us, "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." We should prioritize our relationship with God and trust that He will provide for our needs.
Regarding your scholarship obligation, we encourage you to pray for God's will to be done. It may be that God has a different path for you, and though it may be difficult, He will use it for your good. Romans 8:28 says, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Rairion in prayer. We ask, Lord, that Your will be done in their life. We pray for their job situation and scholarship obligation, asking that You guide them according to Your purpose. Help them to trust in You, Lord, and to seek Your kingdom first. We also pray that Rairion would come to know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior, that they may have a personal relationship with You, Father. We ask this in Jesus Christ's name, Amen.
Be encouraged, Rairion, and know that God is faithful. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths.