Dear Lord,
TY for helping B to endure the many years of this illness. Sometimes I wonder if it's demonic oppression, but of course doctors say it's a chemical imbalance. If there wasn't an imbalance of neurotransmitters before taking all those psych drugs, the meds caused one. I hate that she has had to take them + then had to deal with all the side effects, including diabetes, obesity, vestibular damage, neuropathy, etc.
It's hard to listen to her paranoid ideation. Please give me patience. I want to be supportive of her but it's depressing + frustrating to listen to the same delusions over + over + over again. I told her this but she can't help herself. No matter how much I try to reassure her, it's never enough. Of course, it's worse for her bc she can't seem to escape it; I can.
Guide me on how best to help her + respond at all times with love + compassion. Help me squelch the impatience + frustration that tend to emerge when the cycle repeats.
Help us find the right neurosurgeon to evaluate her cervical stenosis. I pray it is operable + will alleviate her dizziness.
In your holy name, amen.
TY for helping B to endure the many years of this illness. Sometimes I wonder if it's demonic oppression, but of course doctors say it's a chemical imbalance. If there wasn't an imbalance of neurotransmitters before taking all those psych drugs, the meds caused one. I hate that she has had to take them + then had to deal with all the side effects, including diabetes, obesity, vestibular damage, neuropathy, etc.
It's hard to listen to her paranoid ideation. Please give me patience. I want to be supportive of her but it's depressing + frustrating to listen to the same delusions over + over + over again. I told her this but she can't help herself. No matter how much I try to reassure her, it's never enough. Of course, it's worse for her bc she can't seem to escape it; I can.
Guide me on how best to help her + respond at all times with love + compassion. Help me squelch the impatience + frustration that tend to emerge when the cycle repeats.
Help us find the right neurosurgeon to evaluate her cervical stenosis. I pray it is operable + will alleviate her dizziness.
In your holy name, amen.