Dear Lord,
B has been miserable + despairing for a long time, now. She has an MRI in 2 days. A doc finally agreed to order one after 2 other docs dismissed her concerns, probably bc of her mental health issues. Her reflexes are abnormal on the L side, + she feels weird dizziness (4-5 years' duration) plus a type of numbness in the L temple area. She also has years-long problems with tinnitus, although that is often associated with hearing loss, which she has as well.
She's very dependent emotionally + needs a lot of reassurance. It's hard for me to feel like I never make any headway in reassuring her-I have to do it all over again the next time. I confess this + am sorry for it. I tend to get exasperated but am generally able to avoid showing it. Nevertheless, I still feel it. Help me to feel more patience + compassion for her. What if our roles were reversed? I would want to be treated as kindly as possible.
Lord, she has many medical issues; we both do. I really want her to be free of the dizziness; it would make such a difference. Please heal her.
In your holy name + according to your will, amen.
B has been miserable + despairing for a long time, now. She has an MRI in 2 days. A doc finally agreed to order one after 2 other docs dismissed her concerns, probably bc of her mental health issues. Her reflexes are abnormal on the L side, + she feels weird dizziness (4-5 years' duration) plus a type of numbness in the L temple area. She also has years-long problems with tinnitus, although that is often associated with hearing loss, which she has as well.
She's very dependent emotionally + needs a lot of reassurance. It's hard for me to feel like I never make any headway in reassuring her-I have to do it all over again the next time. I confess this + am sorry for it. I tend to get exasperated but am generally able to avoid showing it. Nevertheless, I still feel it. Help me to feel more patience + compassion for her. What if our roles were reversed? I would want to be treated as kindly as possible.
Lord, she has many medical issues; we both do. I really want her to be free of the dizziness; it would make such a difference. Please heal her.
In your holy name + according to your will, amen.
