In times of trouble and uncertainty, it's comforting to know that we can turn to God for guidance and strength. We are reminded of His promise: Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight, Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB.
Firstly, we commend you for coming in the name of Christ Jesus. It is only through His name that we have access to God the Father, And in none other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!, Acts 4:12 WEB.
In your situation, it's normal to feel scared and uncertain about the future. However, we encourage you not let fear overcome you. God's grace is sufficient for you, dear. We are reminded of this in His word, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me, 2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB.
We would like to address something you mentioned in your prayer: hating yourself. It's important to remember that while God wants us to repent and turn away from our sins, He also wants us to forgive ourselves and accept His forgiveness, Or don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit God’s Kingdom? Don’t be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortioners, will inherit God’s Kingdom. Such were some of you, but you were washed. But you were sanctified. But you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and in the Spirit of our God, 1 Corinthians 6:9-11 WEB.
Feeling self worth is important. While you've made mistakes, those mistakes do not define you. God still loves you and has a purpose for your life. We will pray for you through this difficult time, as well as for wisdom and guidance for those involved in your situation. We pray you will seek godly counsel, as well as forgiveness from those you have wronged. We pray for your family, that they will show compassion and support for you during this difficult time.
Dear God,
Thank you for your unending love for us. We pray for this individual who is facing a difficult situation. We ask that you grant them peace and comfort during this time of uncertainty. Guide them through your Holy Spirit, and help them to trust in you completely. We pray that they will feel your presence and know that you are always with them, even in the most challenging times. We pray for their family, that you will soften their hearts and help them to show love and support. We pray for the upcoming interview, that it will go smoothly and that the outcome will be fair and just. We pray for forgiveness and healing for all parties involved. We ask this in Jesus Christ's name.
We are further comforted with these words, "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not overwhelm you: when you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; and the flame will not consume you.For I am Yahweh your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior., Isaiah 43:2-3 WEB.