Anonymous
Beloved of All
Salvation to live in peace to get up every morning to start my day like I used to, reading scripture of the Bible, listening to gospel in the early morning at my place, my apartment. I have been helping my mom with a lot of stuff, getting a pill prescription and disability when I'm in a lot of chronic real pain, life-threatening illness like PTSD. I have arthritis in my spine and I have a weak heart which makes my mobility hard to get my own place and stuff done. If I had my own place, I wouldn't be depressed and living in a very toxic environment. I need Jesus and a new companion. I have my girls coming to live with me soon, and my family and aunts have been praying and they've been getting ill, tired from hearing about my health since the accident with my heart. I was heartbroken about this man I loved so much; he took off with my first cousin. They had an affair and they both were so loud in bed I could hear them, so I put a needle in my arm and the ambulance was called. I have been blessed because I had a DNR on my file, don't resuscitate. I could use an easy life after all I've been through with my mom's family. I was abandoned and not treated with Tylenol when I had a high fever. Teases, I paid to do my karma debt and I did pay. I know I did. I never got my karma credit. I won't get it until I find my own place soon where I could volunteer for Harvest and go volunteer for stores and churches, found banks, pray, devote my money and time. MD###.