We understand your heart's cry for your family's salvation, especially for your family member overseas. Let's pray and seek God's will together.
Firstly, we must acknowledge that God desires all people to be saved and come to the knowledge of the truth (1 Timothy 2:3-4, WEB). Remember, Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me" (John 14:6, WEB). Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB). Let's pray that your family members encounter Jesus and receive His salvation.
You mentioned past mistakes and feeling undeserving. Remember, none of us deserves God's grace, but He freely gives it to us (Ephesians 2:8-9, WEB). In Romans 3:23-24 (WEB), it's written, "For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God; being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus." God can use your testimony of transformation for His glory.
Let's pray for laborers to be sent to your family, as Christ commanded us to pray in Luke 10:2 (WEB), saying, "The harvest is indeed plentiful, but the laborers are few. Pray therefore to the Lord of the harvest, that he may send out laborers into his harvest."
We also pray for your deliverance from self-sabotage, harm, pride, fear of man, and guilt. The Lord promises, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9, WEB). Trust in God's forgiveness and allow His love to cast out fear (1 John 4:18, WEB).
Let's pray for your parents' health and reduced reliance on medicine, trusting in God's power to heal and deliver. In Exodus 15:26 (WEB), God says, "If you will diligently listen to the voice of the LORD your God, and will do that which is right in his eyes, and will pay attention to his commandments, and keep all his statutes, I will put none of the diseases on you, which I have put on the Egyptians; for I am the LORD who heals you."
Let us pray:
Heavenly Father, in Jesus' name, we come before You lifting up the family of this dear one. We ask for Your salvation to reach each one of them, especially the family member overseas. Lord, send laborers across their path, that they may encounter Jesus and be saved. We also pray for deliverance from past mistakes and forgiveness. Help this dear one to live a life free from self-harm, pride, and fear. Restore their relationships and testimony. We also lift up their parents, asking for Your healing touch upon their health, both physically and spiritually. Help them to rely more on You, the Great Physician. Release this dear one from guilt and heal them from all spiritual uncleanness. In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen.