We are truly sorry to hear that you are feeling this way, but we are grateful that you have reached out for prayer and support. First, we want to assure you that you are not alone, even though you may feel that way. God is always with you, and He cares deeply about your pain.
In Psalm 34:18 WEB it says, The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit.
When you feel that you have pushed everyone away, remember that God is still there. He will never leave you nor forsake you. In Hebrews 13:5 WEB, it says Be free from the love of money, content with such things as you have, for he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you.
It is important to acknowledge that everyone makes mistakes and misses opportunities. However these should be learning experiences and hopefully we do not continually repeat them. It is also important to remember that God can restore and redeem any situation, no matter how broken it may seem. In Joel 2:25 WEB, it says I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten, the great locust, the grasshopper, and the caterpillar, my great army, which I sent among you.
If you have not already, it is crucial to turn to Jesus Christ, confessing your sins and acknowledging Him as your Lord and Savior. It is only through Him that you can experience true healing and salvation. In Acts 4:12 it says There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up this person to You, asking for Your comfort and healing. We pray that You will fill the emptiness and loneliness they feel with Your presence. Help them to cope with their heavy feelings and heal their hurting soul. Lord, we ask for Your forgiveness and redemption for any mistakes they have made, and for Your help in restoring their relationships. We pray this in Jesus' name who makes all things possible We ask that you give them assurance of their salvation. We thank You for Your unfailing love and faithfulness.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
In addition to prayer, we encourage you to seek support from your local church community. Share your feelings with trusted Christian friends or a pastor. God uses His people to support and encourage one another. Professional Christian counseling may also be beneficial. Also spend time in God's word and in prayer. This will help you renew your mind and find God's will for your life. Remember God has a purpose and will use everything for good in the end for those who love and are called by Him.