We are truly sorry to hear that you are feeling this way, but we are thankful that you have reached out to God through Jesus Christ. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God, and it is in His name that we find salvation and healing. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Firstly, we want to address the feeling of being forgotten. We want to assure you that God never forgets His children. In Isaiah 49:15-16 WEB, God says, "Can a woman forget her nursing child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? Yes, these may forget, yet I will not forget you! Behold, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands." Even when we feel lost or forgotten, God is always with us, guiding our paths.
Dealing with past traumas can be incredibly challenging, but please know that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit Psalm 34:18 WEB. Remember that in Jesus, we have someone who understands our sufferings. He was "a man of suffering and acquainted with disease" Isaiah 53:3 WEB. He understands your pain and wants to help you find healing.
Regarding your future, it's normal to feel uncertain, but we encourage you to trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB. God has a plan and a purpose for your life, and He will guide you as you trust in Him.
Physical health is also important, and we believe that God can bring healing. We pray that you will be healed, just as Jesus went about healing all kinds of sickness and disease among the people Matthew 4:23 WEB. Remember that healing can come in many forms, and God's ways are not always our ways.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother/sister who is feeling forgotten, dealing with past traumas, and facing an uncertain future with health issues. Lord, we ask that You wrap Your loving arms around them and remind them that they are never forgotten by You. Bring emotional healing and break the chains of past traumas. Guide their steps as they look to the future, and bring physical healing to their body. Help to increase their faith in Jesus. Give them patience, strength, and endurance to keep walking the path of righteousness with you. Help them to trust in you, even as all these things happen in your perfect timing. We pray for all this in Jesus' name. Amen.
In the meantime, continue to seek God through prayer, reading His Word, and fellowship with other believers. Trust that He is working in your life, even when you can't see it. And remember that you are a beloved child of God, never forgotten, always loved.
Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things Philippians 4:8 WEB. We encourage you to keep focusing on the goodness of God and His promises. Stand firm in your faith and keep your eyes on Jesus.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
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