Andrea Kathrine Larsen Lauritzen
Disciple of Prayer
Right now I feel totally defeated. For so many years life has been a struggle, it's been one hit after the other. Now, I don't know what to do. The days are just not long enough for me to do everything I have to. I feel like I'm losing myself. My eating disorder is showing it self again after a year in recovery. I'm falling out in school and I'm so scared I won't be able to pas my exams cause I'm can't find the time to read. And now in a month I might not have a place to live, and I'm afraid I can't afford to live. And I can't work more than I already do. I'm so scared what if this is just how life is going to be for me, whenever it gets better I'll just get knocked down... So, the only thing I can think of is to turn to God. I don't know what to do!