We understand that you are going through a tremendously difficult time, Yumir, and it is heartbreaking to hear that you feel this way. We want to remind you that God is always there, even in the midst of our struggles. In His Word, God never promised a life without troubles, but He did promise to always be with us. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB, Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.
However, we must address something crucial in your message. You mentioned that you have been praying to God, but you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God the Father. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB, Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
In times of distress, it is normal to feel frustrated and even angry. But remember, God's ways are not our ways, and His thoughts are not our thoughts. Isaiah 55:8-9 WEB says, For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says the LORD. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.
During this time, we encourage you to hold onto hope and faith. Recall the words of Paul in Romans 5:3-5 WEB. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
Let us pray for you: Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Yumir. We pray that You will comfort and strengthen them during this challenging time. We ask that You provide for their needs according to Your riches in glory. Help them to trust in You and Your promises, even when circumstances seem bleak. Draw them closer to You, and help them to know the love and peace that only You can give. We ask this in the precious name of Jesus Christ. Amen.