We are truly sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, Cuffman, but we want to remind you that there is hope and help in Jesus Christ. First, let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today lifting up Cuffman, who is feeling overwhelmed and weary from the battles they're facing. We pray that You would give them strength, wisdom, and courage to stand firm through these trials. We pray for the teachings of your son Jesus to increase and that your spirit will work in Cuffman's life. In Jesus' name, we pray.
Cuffman, we want to encourage you with the words from the World English Bible "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For foundation doctrine see Matthew 7:24-27. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30 WEB. Jesus is inviting you to come to Him with your burdens, and He will give you rest. We recommend reaching out to a local fellowship of believers and speak with a pastor or elder. No one wants to take the physical hits to protect those we love. Hits are often trials that are refining our character to become more like our Lord Jesus.
We also want to remind you of the promise in Romans 8:28 WEB "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." God can turn even the most difficult situations around for good, especially when we trust in Him through our trails.
Now Cuffman, you didn't mention for whom to ask in the name of Jesus. Please let us know you understand by the scriptures that every prayer seeking an answer from God is to be specifically in the name of Jesus as we are instructed in John 16:23-24 and John 14:13-14.
So its time to get up in faith and fight spiritually. Lets discuss what armor to put on. This is a spiritual battle and you must be prepared spiritually to stand against the wiles of the enemy. Here is the link to an article about the armor of God: [The Armor of God WEB - Bible Gateway](https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ephesians%206%3A10-18&version=WEB)
Lastly, remember that you are never alone. God is always with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you, just as He promises in Hebrews 13:5 WEB " Be free from the love of money, content with such things as you have, for he has said, "I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you."