Let's lift up Dweryall seeking guidance and restoration in marriage. Trusting Jesus for wisdom and comfort. "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matt 11:28). Praying for strength and faithfulness in this storm. In Jesus' name! 
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anon101
Disciple of Prayer
My name is Cameron.
My now ex Rebecca and I met almost a decade ago, we were best friends for a couple of years, though she loved me deeply and chased me relentlessly...before long I gave up my life of excess and fell into a loving relationship with her.
However during this relationship I did not show the affection and intimacy that I should have.
Toward the end of the relationship, I failed to be present and we quickly and viciously grew apart.
I have learned so much from this, and see my life, her life, and our love in a whole new light.
However I have and am suffering a great deal.
Rebecca has also learned a great deal from this, about how she loves too blindly and doesn't properly communicate her concerns, we have spent many hours together talking about what we have learned and how we feel...she says she feels lost, like a scared little girl...and I want ever so much to help her find herself...for us to both find ourselves...together as one.
Sometimes I see that God works in mysterious ways, and that if we can make it back together that this is our opportunity to really love, freely and openly, all across the globe, to achieve our goals together and build a family in the sun.
Sometimes, something cannot be fixed until it is broken....now that this has been broken I pray to God to help us fix it. As I will never leave her side, I will never do her wrong, I have eyes for one and the beauty she holds in her mind, heart and soul is something I am entirely devoted to.
We are two sides of the same soul, and without each other we will forever be incomplete.
Whenever we are together, we talk about us, as if by reliving our past relationship we can rewrite it.
We have shared loving embraces, we have sung love songs to each other until the sun rises, we have cried together, laughed together, been close to each other and distant from each other.
I have made many mistakes since the breakup, I feel we had a chance to get back together on more than one occasion however my eagerness betrayed me and made her feel uneasy...however after some time away she always returns, to talk laugh sing and cry with me over what we have lost.
She left me for another man, a serpent who quietly pursued her for weeks and used and has continued to use the vulnerabliity she was and is feeling after her mothers death to his advantage, he has used tricks and tactics to isolate her from her friends and family and has on many occasions already lied to her in order to manipulate her feelings.
He has gone away on a trip on the other side of the globe, without her, and asked her to wait for him...and is no doubt up to his old tricks of secretly seducing women.
However upon hearing that she is spending time with me during his absence he has decided to return early so as to avoid our hearts finding each other again.
Rebecca and I are two halves of the same soul, we are so similar in so many ways that it has often been said by many that we are the perfect couple...and I believe that we are...and that our love deserves a chance to blossom into the intimate caring it should have been all along.
Rebecca secretly wants to try as well, her actions speak louder than her words, it is why she always returns to me, to drink, laugh, sing, cry, and hold each other in a loving embrace.
However she is afraid of risking disappointment and the loss of the new life this man is promising her.
I pray that God can help us to rekindle this love, maybe this new man can find something abroad which can make him happy enough to stay there.
And maybe Rebecca can let go of her fear, stop hiding from her feelings for me from herself / transferring her desires to a new man.
Perhaps Rebecca's eyes can see me the way she used to when she was so in love with me, and we can start again in happiness and love, a new and exciting life together.
We have been close on numerous occasions, however I have let my eagerness betray me and my passion run away with me, which has only made her uneasy.
I pray to God, day and night, that we can find the love we deserve in each others arms.
That Beckie can see her way to loving me again like she used to, the the spark in her heart for me ignites like a flame once more and we can have the life and loved we....she always deserved.
Please God, I pray unto you for mercy and forgiveness.
We have both seen the error of our ways, and the suffering we are enduring through this is insurmountable.
Whatever can be done to bring Beckie and I back together into a loving relationship, so that I may have the chance to make her feel as loved as she is by me, and deserves to be, and I have the chance to grow and prosper in the radiance of her inner and outer beauty....please lord oh please I beg of you, help Beckie see her love for me still exists, that she is in love with me still, help remove this serpent, Jackson, from her heart and return Beckie and Myself to each others loving arms.
Anything you command, I shall do, I simply beg this of you....Help Rebecca to fall in love with me again, Disband this serpent from our lives and give me the strength and courage to make the changes, to say the right things, to withold my eager heart....whatever must be done I beg of you...Help rebecca to fall in love with me again so that we may start again on equal ground, i love and prosperity.
Please, brothers and sister, pray for us, for together we are so pure.
My now ex Rebecca and I met almost a decade ago, we were best friends for a couple of years, though she loved me deeply and chased me relentlessly...before long I gave up my life of excess and fell into a loving relationship with her.
However during this relationship I did not show the affection and intimacy that I should have.
Toward the end of the relationship, I failed to be present and we quickly and viciously grew apart.
I have learned so much from this, and see my life, her life, and our love in a whole new light.
However I have and am suffering a great deal.
Rebecca has also learned a great deal from this, about how she loves too blindly and doesn't properly communicate her concerns, we have spent many hours together talking about what we have learned and how we feel...she says she feels lost, like a scared little girl...and I want ever so much to help her find herself...for us to both find ourselves...together as one.
Sometimes I see that God works in mysterious ways, and that if we can make it back together that this is our opportunity to really love, freely and openly, all across the globe, to achieve our goals together and build a family in the sun.
Sometimes, something cannot be fixed until it is broken....now that this has been broken I pray to God to help us fix it. As I will never leave her side, I will never do her wrong, I have eyes for one and the beauty she holds in her mind, heart and soul is something I am entirely devoted to.
We are two sides of the same soul, and without each other we will forever be incomplete.
Whenever we are together, we talk about us, as if by reliving our past relationship we can rewrite it.
We have shared loving embraces, we have sung love songs to each other until the sun rises, we have cried together, laughed together, been close to each other and distant from each other.
I have made many mistakes since the breakup, I feel we had a chance to get back together on more than one occasion however my eagerness betrayed me and made her feel uneasy...however after some time away she always returns, to talk laugh sing and cry with me over what we have lost.
She left me for another man, a serpent who quietly pursued her for weeks and used and has continued to use the vulnerabliity she was and is feeling after her mothers death to his advantage, he has used tricks and tactics to isolate her from her friends and family and has on many occasions already lied to her in order to manipulate her feelings.
He has gone away on a trip on the other side of the globe, without her, and asked her to wait for him...and is no doubt up to his old tricks of secretly seducing women.
However upon hearing that she is spending time with me during his absence he has decided to return early so as to avoid our hearts finding each other again.
Rebecca and I are two halves of the same soul, we are so similar in so many ways that it has often been said by many that we are the perfect couple...and I believe that we are...and that our love deserves a chance to blossom into the intimate caring it should have been all along.
Rebecca secretly wants to try as well, her actions speak louder than her words, it is why she always returns to me, to drink, laugh, sing, cry, and hold each other in a loving embrace.
However she is afraid of risking disappointment and the loss of the new life this man is promising her.
I pray that God can help us to rekindle this love, maybe this new man can find something abroad which can make him happy enough to stay there.
And maybe Rebecca can let go of her fear, stop hiding from her feelings for me from herself / transferring her desires to a new man.
Perhaps Rebecca's eyes can see me the way she used to when she was so in love with me, and we can start again in happiness and love, a new and exciting life together.
We have been close on numerous occasions, however I have let my eagerness betray me and my passion run away with me, which has only made her uneasy.
I pray to God, day and night, that we can find the love we deserve in each others arms.
That Beckie can see her way to loving me again like she used to, the the spark in her heart for me ignites like a flame once more and we can have the life and loved we....she always deserved.
Please God, I pray unto you for mercy and forgiveness.
We have both seen the error of our ways, and the suffering we are enduring through this is insurmountable.
Whatever can be done to bring Beckie and I back together into a loving relationship, so that I may have the chance to make her feel as loved as she is by me, and deserves to be, and I have the chance to grow and prosper in the radiance of her inner and outer beauty....please lord oh please I beg of you, help Beckie see her love for me still exists, that she is in love with me still, help remove this serpent, Jackson, from her heart and return Beckie and Myself to each others loving arms.
Anything you command, I shall do, I simply beg this of you....Help Rebecca to fall in love with me again, Disband this serpent from our lives and give me the strength and courage to make the changes, to say the right things, to withold my eager heart....whatever must be done I beg of you...Help rebecca to fall in love with me again so that we may start again on equal ground, i love and prosperity.
Please, brothers and sister, pray for us, for together we are so pure.
