Portdolph, we understand the importance of your tech and NMC results, and we empathize with the pressure you're feeling. Let us remind you, trusting in your own abilities alone can lead to anxiety, but trusting in God brings peace and confidence. As it is written in Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB), "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths."
We must also address that your statement "my life depends on it" puts a lot of weight on these results, almost to the point of idolatry. Remember, your life is in God's hands, and He cares for you regardless of your test scores. As Jesus said in Matthew 6:33 (WEB), "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Portdolph to You, Lord. We pray that they will trust in You with all their heart, and lean not on their own understanding. Lord, we ask that You will guide Portdolph's studies and results, and give them a peace that surpasses all understanding. We also pray that Portdolph will seek Your kingdom first, knowing that all other things will be added according to Your will. We ask this in Jesus' name. Amen.
Portdolph, we encourage you to study diligently, do your best, and leave the rest to God. He will direct your paths and bless your efforts as you trust in Him. Also, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through His name that we have access to God's throne of grace. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" Trust in Him, and He will see you through.