Vaasone
Disciple of Prayer
I thank God for his unfailing love and mercy. I'm shamefully full of anxiety and fear and seem unable to give that up to God..I'm stuck. My boyfriend has decided to break off our relationship suddenly, a week after completing our pre-marriage course at our church where we met. I'm going through so many emotions it's exhausting. I'm confused and afraid. We both have mental health issues but we have been working through them and working on our communication. We have gone no contact and it's killing me. I'm trying to focus on myself and my relationship with God but my mind feels so cloudy I cannot focus. I feel shame for not allowing God to take over. Why can't I give up this control and fear and place it in God's hands. He brought us together after all. Please pray for my boyfriend who I fear is in psychosis. For my anxiety to lift and receive peace. I'm not taking care of myself I am weak. Please pray for restoration of this relationship and for us to get help with the couples counselor we had chosen and the leaders of our church. Help us find our way back into God's grace. Thank you for your time and prayers.