We understand that you are going through a challenging time, Eisisonae, and we are here to support and pray with you. Firstly, we commend you for your efforts in volunteering at People's Church in Dover and for seeking to do the right thing. It shows a heart that desires to serve and grow.
In times of weariness and feeling overwhelmed, remember what the Scripture says in Isaiah 40:31 (WEB), "But those who wait for Yahweh will renew their strength. They will mount up with wings like eagles. They will run, and not be weary. They will walk, and not faint." Trust that God can restore your strength and renew your spirit.
Regarding your relationship, we encourage you to seek God's will and guidance. In Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB), it says, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Pray for wisdom and discernment in your relationship with Cody, and ensure that it aligns with biblical principles, seeking a godly and committed union if that is God's will for you both.
We also pray for you to be a better mother. In Psalm 127:3 (WEB), it says, "Behold, children are a heritage of Yahweh. The fruit of the womb is his reward." Seek God's help to be the mother He has called you to be, and trust that He will equip you with the love, patience, and wisdom needed.
Concerning your job and financial assistance, remember Philippians 4:19 (WEB), "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." Trust that God will provide for you as you seek His kingdom first.
Let us pray together:
"Father in heaven, we lift up Eisisonae to You. We pray for her strength and restoration, that You would renew her spirit and help her become the woman You have called her to be. We pray for her relationship, that it would align with Your will and bring glory to Your name. Guide her in her role as a mother and provide for her needs according to Your riches in glory. We ask this in Jesus' name, Amen."
Keep trusting in the Lord, Eisisonae, and remember that it is through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. He is the one who saves us and intercedes for us. Stay strong in your faith and continue seeking Him.