Lebynemal
Disciple of Prayer
Hello. About a year and a half ago I felt the strong pull to relocate to Orlando to attend my Church that I had streamed online for 3 years. I prayed and prayed, asked God to direct my steps and I made the move thinking I'd finally have a Church family as I have no real family, (we've all been estranged) nor any friends I lost everyone in divorce 5 years ago.
When I got to Orlando my apartment was a sham. I had to move again almost immediately it was all unsafe, dirty and a lie from the Internet.
Next to help rebuild my finances from the move I took what looked like the most incredible job opportunity I had ever seen, I was THRILLED and once again prayed, heard nothing from the Lord but they gave me a tiny window to except and I believed it was God and went forward. The job just like the apartment was a total sham and I lost almost all of my money.
God brought me through a time if restoration and I was so relieved and grateful he allowed me to be rehired at the company I left. I was beyond happy.
Next my lease was coming up and I needed to leave my apartment community I was deeply unsettled there I counted the minutes until my lease was up and of course prayerfully I sought a new apartment and was able to move with wonderful abundance God provided a new place and even all new furniture. My rent was going to be $400 more than my last place but it was ok I was doing so well I could afford it. I never didn't give God glory.
I had taken a few days off to move and upon logging back into work (I work remote) I was fired as I had worked on my day off and that broke company policy.
I was shocked and devastated I loved my job.
I took some time to heal and gather myself. I thanked God immediately and prayed to forgive my boss as I felt it was personal.
I applied at a new company and they immediately hired me. I said WOW God look what you did.
But quickly actually immediately it became toxic, cold, cruel and abusive. I suffered badly and in 90 I quit.
I have now been unemployed for 3 months. I've cried, prayed applied at 100 jobs and nothing.
I've been in my secret place, I've sought his face but something won't break. I have some health issues as well
I need deliverance and restoration and to hear His clearly. I don't understand why I'm going through all of this but I'm trying hard to stand in faith and trust him. Thank you I'm sorry it was so long.
When I got to Orlando my apartment was a sham. I had to move again almost immediately it was all unsafe, dirty and a lie from the Internet.
Next to help rebuild my finances from the move I took what looked like the most incredible job opportunity I had ever seen, I was THRILLED and once again prayed, heard nothing from the Lord but they gave me a tiny window to except and I believed it was God and went forward. The job just like the apartment was a total sham and I lost almost all of my money.
God brought me through a time if restoration and I was so relieved and grateful he allowed me to be rehired at the company I left. I was beyond happy.
Next my lease was coming up and I needed to leave my apartment community I was deeply unsettled there I counted the minutes until my lease was up and of course prayerfully I sought a new apartment and was able to move with wonderful abundance God provided a new place and even all new furniture. My rent was going to be $400 more than my last place but it was ok I was doing so well I could afford it. I never didn't give God glory.
I had taken a few days off to move and upon logging back into work (I work remote) I was fired as I had worked on my day off and that broke company policy.
I was shocked and devastated I loved my job.
I took some time to heal and gather myself. I thanked God immediately and prayed to forgive my boss as I felt it was personal.
I applied at a new company and they immediately hired me. I said WOW God look what you did.
But quickly actually immediately it became toxic, cold, cruel and abusive. I suffered badly and in 90 I quit.
I have now been unemployed for 3 months. I've cried, prayed applied at 100 jobs and nothing.
I've been in my secret place, I've sought his face but something won't break. I have some health issues as well
I need deliverance and restoration and to hear His clearly. I don't understand why I'm going through all of this but I'm trying hard to stand in faith and trust him. Thank you I'm sorry it was so long.