Flofnoth
Prayer Warrior
Lord, there is another thing I need your help with. I've been studying since the 2017 fall of now. There are some breaks, but I'm afraid that I need a break before starting my internship. I'm trying my best to sustain the balance. Lord, I'm trying my best. I kept working, and I'm so afraid that all of the blessings and support would be gone if I take my eyes off it. I'm an Asian girl trying to strive in this community. I always try to perform the best and sacred to death if people think that I want to marry an American and stay here. This thought haunts me, and I work day and night to get the most out of my education. I don't have family here, except friends from the school, the building I live, and church friends. I know that I haven't accomplished what you wish me to, but if you can grant me a vacation, I would be really grateful. My passport has expired for a year now, and I'm not going anywhere. Even my sister's wedding at the end of September in French, I might not be able to go. I do most of the things by myself, and I was diagnosed with depression and general anxiety disorder this past spring because of lacking social interactions in COVID. Please heal me, give me rest, let my soul feel refreshed before the internship start. Thank you, my Lord. I will work hard on the matter you gave me. Even my biological father thinks I'm really good at my work.