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Disciple of Prayer
Heavenly Father, most Omnipotent Triune God, I, ###, come before you in a time of great despair. I met this woman who is the sweetest, kindest, and most caring and gentle person I could ever know. Her name is ###. Due to an incident on the bus with another girl that was really only intended for my personal comfort, not only am I now in a legal situation with my life in ruin for the time being, but also, a week later, on Wednesday ###, the worst possible thing happened between me and her: she went no-contact! LORD Jesus Christ, King of Kings and LORD of All, my personal Savior, I fully repent of my wrongdoing. You alone know not only everything I already cried out to you about just now, but also the fact that I want my poor, dear, sweet ### back! I also come mourning to you about all the harm this has done to both of us, seeing as how we are both faithful Roman Catholics and we both have mental health diagnoses that were issued to us at an earlier age. Additionally, you probably know that I want to know whether she has any desire to end no-contact with me or if it's over, either due to her no longer wanting me due to my own recent faults or the fact she may have found someone new. Did her family force this on her or did she choose no-contact on her own? Did she find someone new? Or is she going to come back at a time only You know about? You alone are all-knowing, Father, and I need answers in order to move on, for I love her until the day either I or her pass from this very Earth on which we all live! As my request, I wish to implore you with a question? Are you going to create a way for me and my dear ### to reconcile if it be written in Your Most Holy, Divine Will? If it is not in tune with Your Ways, is there a way that it can be? And if neither of these things can come to pass, can she at least reach out to me and give me closure on whether or not she wants me back? If not, please help me find peace on my own! LORD, You are the Healer of contrite hearts. LORD have mercy! You bring the lost sheep back the fold, for You are the Good Shepherd. Christ, have mercy! Your anger lasts only but a moment, for You are full of mercy and compassion. LORD, have mercy! And at our Savior's command, I dare to say: Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy Name. Thy Kingdom come. Thy Will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those that have trespassed against us. Lead us not unto temptation, but deliver us from evil, for the Kingdom, the Power, and the Glory are Yours, now and forever. Amen. I lift all these things unto you, for You alone know what is best! May my sorrowful cry to You be heard and answered. Through Him, with Him, and in Him, O God Almighty Father, in the Unity of the Holy Spirit, all Glory and Honor is Yours forever and ever! AMEN.