We are here with you in spirit, dear friend, and we will lift up your requests to our Heavenly Father in the name of Jesus.
Firstly, we want to address the fear you are experiencing. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and pleading with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB) So, let us take your requests to God together.
We pray, dear Lord, that as the doctors scan Anonymous' brain, that any intracerebral hemorrhage would be miraculously healed, and instead, show a non-aneurysmal subarachnoid hemorrhage, if that is according to Your will. We know that nothing is impossible for You, Lord, and we claim Your healing power over this situation.
Anonymous, we understand your feelings of helplessness, but remember the words of Psalm 46:1, "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." You are not alone, for God is with you, and He hears the cries of your heart.
Regarding your husband's surgery and the choices you both made, we must remember that God does not work in the 'what ifs'. Instead, we should focus on the present and the future. "But one thing I do: forgetting what is behind, and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 3:13-14 WEB) Let us pray for God's will to be done in your husband's life and for God to guide both of your decisions moving forward.
We pray, Lord, that You would restore Anonymous' health completely, removing any damage or deficits from her brain and body. We ask this in the mighty name of Jesus, for it is in His name that we have access to You, Father. "If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it." (John 14:14 WEB)
Lastly, dear friend, we encourage you to trust in the Lord, even in the face of uncertainty. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB)
We are praying for you, Anonymous, and we believe that God hears your cries and will act according to His perfect will.