Therinn
Disciple of Prayer
Reposting my prayer since it’s been a week and I still haven’t heard from my ex.
I was seeing this guy & prayed asking God to remove him from my life if he wasn’t the one bc I couldn’t deal with another heartbreak and if he is the one then have him ask me to be his girlfriend the next day. Well he asked me the next day. He’s the sweetest, kindest, loving, gentleman who loves the Lord but he broke up with me the other day. He didn’t want to but he’s in the military and he’s seen things I couldn’t imagine. He also had a traumatic and abusive childhood. He just lost his uncle to suicide and then his grandpa died of cancer the next day. All the deaths brought back memories of the war he said. He’s finally going to see a specialist he said but he told me he couldn’t be in a healthy relationship while he deals with what’s going on in his mind. I want to be there for him and I want to be with him. I feel selfish for wanting to be his girlfriend while he heals. He won’t let me. He says he’s not going anywhere but I don’t want to lose him. I want to marry this man. I pray he gets the healing he deserves! I pray he recovers quickly and I pray for strength for the both of us. I pray that he’ll reach out to me this week out of the blue. It’s been over a week since the break up and I’m healing but I want to know how he is doing. He claimed he wouldn’t go ghost so I pray he’ll call me this week to update me on his healing journey. Thank you all who have prayed for us.
I was seeing this guy & prayed asking God to remove him from my life if he wasn’t the one bc I couldn’t deal with another heartbreak and if he is the one then have him ask me to be his girlfriend the next day. Well he asked me the next day. He’s the sweetest, kindest, loving, gentleman who loves the Lord but he broke up with me the other day. He didn’t want to but he’s in the military and he’s seen things I couldn’t imagine. He also had a traumatic and abusive childhood. He just lost his uncle to suicide and then his grandpa died of cancer the next day. All the deaths brought back memories of the war he said. He’s finally going to see a specialist he said but he told me he couldn’t be in a healthy relationship while he deals with what’s going on in his mind. I want to be there for him and I want to be with him. I feel selfish for wanting to be his girlfriend while he heals. He won’t let me. He says he’s not going anywhere but I don’t want to lose him. I want to marry this man. I pray he gets the healing he deserves! I pray he recovers quickly and I pray for strength for the both of us. I pray that he’ll reach out to me this week out of the blue. It’s been over a week since the break up and I’m healing but I want to know how he is doing. He claimed he wouldn’t go ghost so I pray he’ll call me this week to update me on his healing journey. Thank you all who have prayed for us.