Lealand Wray
Humble Prayer Partner
I need true repentance and faith in Christ Jesus through his Grace. I need a radical change in my life to where I'm not a hypocrite or self-righteous. I need God to take away this Spiritual pride and pride in general and make me humble. I have been listening to a book called Addictions A Banquet In The Grave it talks about how sometimes we profess Jesus as our Lord, but yet we have certain things still controlling us and this has been me. I need a new clean heart and right/loyal Spirit to God within me. I've judged things that I hate in others that I have in myself and this is so wrong. I'm not the judge. Also I have had issues of self-worship which it talks about being the root issue of an addiction. I've had this with pleasure (TV, videogames, porn addiction and masturbation sexual sin, drinking, drugs, food, really just about anything and although some of these I'm not currently doing anymore like drugs and alcohol doesn't mean I couldn't be prone to fall back and I don't want this anymore.) I want to be truly repentant and to live for Christ and let him truly be Lord of my life I need mercy and Grace would you please pray the prayer of faith that the Lord may hear and save me!