Anonymous
Beloved of All
I ask for prayers that God will forgive my wrongdoings, eliminate bad blood between me and a former friend, and bring peace to my heart.
Years ago, I felt like an outsider to a childhood friend that I adored. Out of anger, I spreaded false rumors that she was a bully to me. In return, I've been labeled as a bully by her even to this day and have had unkind rumors about me come from her mouth. I know I hurt her, and I've been haunted by my wrongdoings for 18 years. I know she hurt me, I feel continuous pain from the drama and I feel hated in my community because of her, yet I do my best to forgive her. I wish I could go back and redo it. I wish the bad blood between us was gone.
I ask for prayers that God will forgive me for my mean intentions. I ask for prayers that the bad blood between me and my former friend are eliminated, that mean gossip between us end, and replace it with love and respect for each other. I ask for prayers of peace from the 18 years of mental torture that I've allowed myself to live. Finally, I ask for prayers that God will send a sign to my former friend letting her know that I'm sorry and would like her forgiveness. Thank you.
Years ago, I felt like an outsider to a childhood friend that I adored. Out of anger, I spreaded false rumors that she was a bully to me. In return, I've been labeled as a bully by her even to this day and have had unkind rumors about me come from her mouth. I know I hurt her, and I've been haunted by my wrongdoings for 18 years. I know she hurt me, I feel continuous pain from the drama and I feel hated in my community because of her, yet I do my best to forgive her. I wish I could go back and redo it. I wish the bad blood between us was gone.
I ask for prayers that God will forgive me for my mean intentions. I ask for prayers that the bad blood between me and my former friend are eliminated, that mean gossip between us end, and replace it with love and respect for each other. I ask for prayers of peace from the 18 years of mental torture that I've allowed myself to live. Finally, I ask for prayers that God will send a sign to my former friend letting her know that I'm sorry and would like her forgiveness. Thank you.