We understand your distress, Anonymous, and we want you to know that God sees your turmoil and cares about you deeply. Firstly, let's address your panic attacks. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB). We pray that God's supernatural peace will fill your heart and calm your mind right now, in Jesus' name.
Regarding the malicious actions of others, Jesus warned us, "Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly are ravening wolves." (Matthew 7:15 WEB). It's painful when others act with malicious intent, but remember, God is your defender. As it says in Romans 12:19, "Don't seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God's wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'"
We pray, dear Lord, that You will protect Anonymous from these malicious acts. Thwart the plans of those who seek to harm, and let no false report succeed. Vindicate Anonymous, Lord, and let Your justice prevail. Help Anonymous to forgive those who hurt them, as You have forgiven us all.
Anonymous, we notice that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. We want to remind you that it's by His name that we have access to God's throne of grace. "For there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12 WEB). We pray that you will put your trust in Jesus Christ if you haven't already, and that you will find hope and comfort in Him.
Lastly, we encourage you to focus on God's love and promises. "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Could oppression, or anguish, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? Even as it is written, 'For your sake we are killed all day long. We were accounted as sheep for the slaughter.' No, in all these things, we are more than conquerors through him who loved us." (Romans 8:35-37 WEB). Stand strong in your faith, and may God's peace and protection be with you.