Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear lord, please pray for me and my ex fiancé ###. ### car had gotten repossessed last year and his phone service had been disconnected because he lost his job. All the bills and rent had fallen on me but I kept telling myself it was just temporary. I saw that ### was suffering and going through so I added another line on my phone account and got him a new phone and I gave him $### to get transportation. He didn’t ask for my help I did it from my heart. I knew he needed a phone so the employer can’t contact him and needed transportation to get back and forth to work. I found out that my job was closing in June. Once I stop working my job in June everything has fallen behind. I applied for unemployment haven’t received it yet. Jobs I applied for telling I got hired but they never call me back. I tried communicating with ### but he kept shutting down. I believe he felt less than a man because he hasn’t found work. By him not communicating I got a little upset one night when had a big argument because I felt like he didn’t care because he wouldn’t communicate with me. ### got mad at me that night and said he was moving out. We both said some hurtful things to each other. But it really hurt that he left me at this difficult time when we were going through financial difficulties. He left me struggling and that’s what’s really hurt the most. How can a man who says he loves you and run when things get hard. Then I started praying and asking God why this happened to me. The lord took me back to that night when me and ### had that big argument. He showed me ###, he showed me that was not the ### I once knew. When I look at ### face I saw nothing but the devil. The lord showed me that he removed the enemy out of my house. I’m here asking for prayer that I get through this financial burden. I pray that I don’t end up homeless. I pray that I find a job asap. I pray you watch over my children and keep them safe. I pray that I can forgive those who hurt me. I pray for ### also. I pray and rebuke the enemy from ### in Jesus name. I pray to lord that he will be able to repair me and ### relationship. I realize I didn’t put God first in everything I do and I’m so sorry lord that I failed you. Please forgive me lord in Jesus name I pray amen.