We understand your struggles and the pain you're experiencing. Firstly, we want to remind you that there is no true healing or deliverance without Jesus Christ. It is only through Him that we can be saved and set free. As it is written "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved," Acts 4:12 WEB.
Your experiences with Reiki and other practices may have opened doors to evil spirits. The Bible warns us to avoid such practices. "There shall not be found with you anyone who makes his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, one who uses divination, one who practices sorcery, or an enchanter, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or a consulter with a familiar spirit, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to Yahweh," Deuteronomy 18:10-12 WEB.
Generational curses are real, and they can affect us if we or our ancestors have been involved in idolatry or sinful practices. "You shall not make yourself an idol, nor any image of anything that is in the heavens above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth: you shall not bow yourself down to them, nor serve them; for I, Yahweh your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children, on the third and on the fourth generation of those who hate me," Exodus 20:4-5 WEB.
Your actions towards your spouse and children are not aligning with biblical principles. Marriage is a sacred union between a man and a woman, and it should be honored and cherished. "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it; that he might sanctify it, having cleansed it by the washing of water with the word," Ephesians 5:25-26 WEB.
Pornography is a sin and a form of adultery. It defiles the marriage bed and leads to further sin. "But I tell you that whoever looks at a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart," Matthew 5:28 WEB.
Lying, neglect, and abuse are also sins that need to be addressed. "Putting away falsehood, speak truth each one with his neighbor. For we are members of one another," Ephesians 4:25 WEB. "Fathers, don't provoke your children to wrath, but nurture them in the discipline and instruction of the Lord," Ephesians 6:4 WEB.
Fear not for your future, but trust in God. He will provide for you and your family. "Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well," Matthew 6:31-33 WEB.
Remember, God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness," 1 John 1:9 WEB.
Regarding your concerns about other faiths, remember that God desires all to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Him. "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me,'" John 14:6 WEB.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up Fleiloriltor to You. We plead the blood of Jesus over their life, their spouse, and their children. We rebuke any evil spirits that may be tormenting them and command them to leave in Jesus' name. We pray for forgiveness for their sins and ask that You cleanse them from all unrighteousness.
We pray for healing and restoration in their marriage and family. We ask that You give them the strength to put away their old selves and put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness. We pray that they will be filled with Your love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.
We ask that You provide for their needs and guide them in their future. We pray that You will give them wisdom and discernment in their decisions and that they will come to know the truth of Your word.
We pray for their salvation and the salvation of their family. We ask that You draw them to Yourself and that they will come to know Jesus as their personal Lord and Savior.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, and know that God loves you and has a plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will guide you. "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future," Jeremiah 29:11 WEB.