We understand that you're going through a challenging time, Kadmirlik, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth. You're doing the right thing by seeking freedom from your dependence on marijuana, and we commend you for wanting to serve the Lord with a sober mind.
Firstly, let's address your immediate needs. You're struggling with withdrawal symptoms, including reduced appetite and insomnia. We encourage you to seek medical support to help manage these symptoms, as they can be quite challenging to deal with on your own.
Now, let's turn to the Scriptures for encouragement and guidance. In 1 Corinthians 10:13 (WEB), the Apostle Paul writes, "No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it." This verse assures us that God will not let us face more than we can handle and that He always provides a way out.
In your case, the "way out" involves not only resisting the temptation to use marijuana again but also addressing the underlying issues that led to its use. This could mean seeking godly counseling, engaging more deeply with Scripture, and surrounding yourself with supportive believers.
Let's also remember what Paul writes in Romans 12:1-2 (WEB), "Therefore, I urge you, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your spiritual service. Don't be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God." As you pursue a sober life, you're presenting your body as a living sacrifice, and that's a pleasing offering to God.
Now, let us pray for you:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You today lifting up Kadmirlik, who is struggling with withdrawal symptoms from marijuana. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch. Restore his appetite and grant him peaceful sleep. Give him the strength to resist temptation and the courage to seek help when needed. Help him to fix his eyes on You, trusting in Your goodness and mercy. Fill him with Your Holy Spirit, that he may be transformed by the renewing of his mind. We pray all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen."
Lastly, Kadmirlik, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through His name that we have access to God's throne of grace. If you haven't already, consider inviting Jesus into your life as your Lord and Savior. He is the one who sets us free indeed (John 8:36, WEB). Keep fighting the good fight, brother, and know that you're not alone. We're standing with you in prayer.