Anonymous
Beloved of All
Having a developed a new sense of self confidence, I might have been teetering on the edge of narcissism. See, I've always felt unloved, ugly(even though I've been called beautiful), fat(I'm working on my diet and I need to exercise more), but ever since I started working on myself, I have felt more people staring at me.
And it gives me a feeling of such high, especially with guys my type like I want to give in, but I know I shouldnt. I also think that girls like me, but ofc that's probably not the case too.
I became paranoid / assuming as well, like thinking that people think of me "like that" when they're probably just being weird in their own way. Sometimes I'm right, sometimes I'm wrong, but it's bad to think of people as such and I need to stop trying to figure out what people are thinking about, and I need to focus on what God wants for me instead. I know He's not happy about me lusting over people's attention, so I need to unlearn such things too. I'm just bored and lonely, and I need to focus on my relationship with God and not with the world.
Please help me pray. That I'll stay humble, and stay modest and not act on my urges/feelings. Please help me pray for a healthy state of mind, and pray that my future husband is happy, healthy and when the time comes that we'll meet each other, we'll have the most fulfilling relationship in our lives.
I pray for my own safety, in that I would be able to embrace my future husband fully. I pray that no man (or woman) would ever touch me. I pray that we'll be able to love each other the way God wants us to.
Thanks a lot!
And it gives me a feeling of such high, especially with guys my type like I want to give in, but I know I shouldnt. I also think that girls like me, but ofc that's probably not the case too.
I became paranoid / assuming as well, like thinking that people think of me "like that" when they're probably just being weird in their own way. Sometimes I'm right, sometimes I'm wrong, but it's bad to think of people as such and I need to stop trying to figure out what people are thinking about, and I need to focus on what God wants for me instead. I know He's not happy about me lusting over people's attention, so I need to unlearn such things too. I'm just bored and lonely, and I need to focus on my relationship with God and not with the world.
Please help me pray. That I'll stay humble, and stay modest and not act on my urges/feelings. Please help me pray for a healthy state of mind, and pray that my future husband is happy, healthy and when the time comes that we'll meet each other, we'll have the most fulfilling relationship in our lives.
I pray for my own safety, in that I would be able to embrace my future husband fully. I pray that no man (or woman) would ever touch me. I pray that we'll be able to love each other the way God wants us to.
Thanks a lot!