Dyrwach
Humble Prayer Partner
Dear God I’ll be honest I’m beggining to loose faith in you not because I agree you should grant everything I ask and your a fairy god mother but because you know I’m really trying and I feel like if I have me and Owen working well than I can’t have a good family life but god I ask that you please come into this relationship Owen always wants to be around other people constantly and never feel like I’m included I feel like I’m just supposed to be Owen’s maid I’ve began to not feel the love and affection and warmth anymore I feel the coldness and the unloving side of him lord everyone else takes their partners to the pub and Owen likes to leave me indoors hidden away and it does really make me feel like he doesn’t want me or people to know I’m his girlfriend and frankly it’s begging to hurt I feel like his idea of a perfect relationship is me running around on him and him coming back when he can’t be bothered to cook and clean and do his washing and I don’t want that for myself anymore lord I would love if Owen saw me as someone and an individual and if he doesn’t feel the same way about me tell me as right now I’m not feeling the love and warmth lord and I feel like I have worked so hard bettering myself that I do feel worthy of the love I give to people me also receiving lord I pray that Owen does love me and is warm to me lord I pray he starts sharing his caring loving side to me and he doesn’t become more loving and affectionate in Jesus name I pray amen