Dyrwach
Prayer Warrior
Dear God, I’ll be honest, I’m beginning to lose faith in you not because I agree you should grant everything I ask and you’re a fairy godmother, but because you know I’m really trying and I feel like if I have me and ### working well, then I can’t have a good family life. But God, I ask that you please come into this relationship. ### always wants to be around other people constantly and never feel like I’m included. I feel like I’m just supposed to be ###’s maid. I’ve begun to not feel the love and affection and warmth anymore. I feel the coldness and the unloving side of him. Lord, everyone else takes their partners to the pub and ### likes to leave me indoors, hidden away, and it does really make me feel like he doesn’t want me or people to know I’m his girlfriend, and frankly, it’s beginning to hurt. I feel like his idea of a perfect relationship is me running around on him and him coming back when he can’t be bothered to cook and clean and do his washing, and I don’t want that for myself anymore. Lord, I would love if ### saw me as someone and an individual and if he doesn’t feel the same way about me, tell me as right now I’m not feeling the love and warmth. Lord, and I feel like I have worked so hard bettering myself that I do feel worthy of the love I give to people. Me also receiving. Lord, I pray that ### does love me and is warm to me. Lord, I pray he starts sharing his caring, loving side to me and he doesn’t become more loving and affectionate in Jesus’ name. I pray. Amen.