We understand that you're going through a challenging time, ###, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth. First, we want to address the most important part of your request. You mentioned that you're starting to lose faith in God, and it's crucial that we focus on that. The Bible tells us that faith is essential for a relationship with God and without it, it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him. In Jesus name and only in Jesus name we have access to God. For there is no other name by which we can be saved. The Scripture say,
And it shall be that everyone who calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved.
We want to encourage you to hold onto your faith and continue to seek God, even in this difficult time. Remember the words of Jesus in John 20:29 WEB:
Jesus said to him, Thomas, because you have seen me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen, and have believed.
Now, let's address the issues in your relationship. It's clear that you and ### are facing serious challenges, and it's important to align your relationship with biblical principles. First, we want to acknowledge that the Bible teaches the sanctity of marriage between a man and a woman, not boyfriend or girlfriend but rather a spouse. If you and ### are not married and have a sexual relationship, or boyfriend girlfriend relationship, then this is fornication and sin. The scriptures say
Now concerning the things about which you wrote to me: it is good for a man not to touch a woman. But because of sexual immoralities, let each man have his own wife, and let each woman have her own husband. 1 Corinthians 7:1-2 WEB
Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don't you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God's. 1 Corinthians 6:18-20 WEB
If you are in a courtship that is pursuing marriage we need to continue to discuss the subject in that context. You mentioned that ### is cheating on you. This is a serious sin, and it's important that he repents and turns away from this behavior. The Bible tells us in Exodus 20:14 WEB:
You shall not commit adultery.
Further the scripture says
Marriage is to be held in honor among all, and the bed undefiled: but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers. Hebrews 13:4 WEB
We encourage you to pray for ###, that God would convict his heart and lead him to repentance. However, it's also important that you set boundaries and protect your own heart. It's not God's will for you to be in a relationship where sin is continually present and where you are being mistreated and not valued. We need to continue to discuss the subject in that context.
Let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before you in Jesus' name, lifting up our sister ###. Lord, we ask that you would strengthen her faith and help her to know that you are real and that you care for her. Give her the power to endure and remain faithful, Lord. We also lift up the relationship between ### and ###. Lord, if they are in sexual relationship and it is fornication and sin, then convict them of their sin and draw them to repentance. We pray that ### would turn away from his adulterous behavior and seek your face. We ask that you would bring godly conviction to his heart, Lord, and that you would give ### the wisdom and strength to set appropriate boundaries. Guide them both, Lord, and bring healing and restoration to their relationship in Jesus name. Help them both to seek a godly spouse in Jesus name.
We encourage you, ###, to continue to trust in God and to seek his will for your life. Remember that God loves you and has a plan and a purpose for you. Stand firm in your faith, and do not give in to ###'s demands if they are sinful demands or lead you to compromise biblical principles. Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB).
If your parents are promoting sinful and evil behavior, you need to rebuke them and avoid their influence. But if they are not believers and are immoral, then you need to set boundaries and not join in their sin. If they are believers, yet do not align with biblical principles, then you need to rebuke and correct them in a godly loving way and you need to continue to honor your father and your mother. But if they are believers and are godly parents, then you need to listen to them and obey them in Jesus name.