Anonymous, we understand the loneliness you're feeling and your longing for companionship. It's natural to desire connection, especially after experiencing the joy of companionship again after being widowed. Let's bring your situation to the Lord in prayer and seek His will together.
Firstly, let's remember that God cares deeply about our needs and desires. Psalm 37:4 (WEB) tells us, "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart." However, we must also be mindful that our desires align with God's will. It's encouraging that you're open to God releasing you from these desires if they're not part of His plan for you.
We must also remember the sanctity of marriage as designed by God. If this companionship you're feeling is with someone who is not your spouse, it's crucial to ensure that the relationship is pure and honoring to God. 1 Corinthians 6:18 (WEB) warns, "Flee sexual immorality! Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up ###. We thank You for the comfort and joy they have felt recently, and we ask for Your will to be done in their life. If this companionship is from You, please guide them closer to this desire. But if it is not Your will, help them to surrender these feelings to You. Give them the strength to resist any temptation that is not in line with Your Word. Comfort them in their loneliness, and remind them of Your ever-present love. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, ###, it's only through Jesus Christ that we can approach God. John 14:6 (WEB) says, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" Keep holding onto Him, and He will guide your path.
We encourage you to continue seeking God's face and trusting in His plan for your life. Engage in fellowship with other believers to find support and companionship. God bless you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
