We understand that you're going through a difficult time, but we want to encourage you to find comfort and guidance in God's word. Firstly, let's address the issue of dreams. Dreams can be influenced by our emotions and thoughts, and they do not always represent God's will. The Bible tells us that God speaks through His word (2 Timothy 3:16-17 WEB), so we should use scripture as our guide.
Let's consider your relationship. The Bible teaches us to be equally yoked with fellow believers (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB). The goal is marriage (1 Corinthians 7:2 WEB) and a boyfriend or girlfriend should be considered courtship with the goal being marriage.
Since you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name).
We need to tell you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. It is the only path of salvation Acts 4:12 (WEB) Neither is there salvation in any other, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved.
God wants us to trust Him with our future. In Jeremiah 29:11 WEB), God says, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.
Instead of focusing on restoring a past relationship, let's pray for God's will to be done in your life and for Him to bring the right godly spouse into your life if it is His plan. Let's also pray for your spiritual growth and healing during this time.
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister who is seeking Your will for her life. We pray that You grant her peace and comfort during this time. Help her to trust in You and Your timing. If it is Your will, bring a godly spouse into her life, someone who loves You and seeks to honor You in all they do. We ask that You help her to grow spiritually, becoming more like Christ each day. We rebuke any attempts from the evil one to lead her to someone that is not your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go Joshua 1:9 WEB). Trust in God's perfect plan for your life and find rest in Him.