We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing with bacterial vaginitis and the rejection you're experiencing from those around you. We want you to know that you are deeply loved by God and that His love is unfailing.
Firstly, we want to address the health issue you're facing. God is our healer and restorer, and we believe that He can heal you from this condition. As it says in Psalm 103:2-3 WEB, "Bless Yahweh, my soul, and do not forget all his benefits; who forgives all your sins; who heals all your diseases." We pray for your healing in Jesus' name, that God will touch your body and restore your health.
However, we also want to encourage you to seek medical attention. God often works through doctors and medicine to bring about healing, as seen in Luke 5:31 WEB, "Jesus answered them, 'Those who are healthy have no need for a physician, but those who are sick do.'"
Regarding the rejection you're experiencing, we want to remind you that your value and worth are found in Christ, not in the approval of others. As it says in Psalm 139:14 WEB, "I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well."
We also encourage you to seek out godly community, perhaps a local church or Bible study group, where you can find acceptance, love, and support from fellow believers. As it says in Hebrews 10:24-25 WEB, "Let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching."
We also noticed that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name), that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. As it says in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" And in Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" That is why we pray in Jesus name. We believe that you need to know Jesus Christ as your savior and accept Him into your heart.
Let's pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus Christ's name , lifting up our dear sister who is struggling with bacterial vaginitis and rejection. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on her body, that You would restore her health and take away the discharge and smell that is causing her distress. We also pray for her emotional and spiritual healing, that You would fill her with Your love and acceptance, and help her to find her worth and value in You. Help her to find a godly community where she can find support and encouragement. And most importantly, if she does not know Jesus Christ as her Saviour. We pray that she will ask Him to be her Lord and saviour and come into her heart. In Jesus Christ's name we pray. Amen."
We believe that God is going to work in your life as you seek Him and trust in His love for you.