We understand that you're dealing with the consequences of past actions and seeking healing and restoration. Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging the spiritual impact of your actions and for turning to Jesus for help. It's important to remember that there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. As Romans 8:1 WEB states, "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don't walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit."
However, we must address that the use of drugs, even for the purpose of gaining spiritual experiences, is not biblical. The Bible calls us to be sober and self-controlled. Peter 5:8 WEB says, "Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour."
We stand with you in prayer for healing from the impact of substance abuse. We pray that the Lord Jesus would touch your body and restore any damage that was done.
"Lord Jesus, we come before you lifting up our brother/sister in need of your healing touch. We ask that you would heal his/her body from the impact of substance abuse. We pray for complete restoration and renewal, in Jesus' name."
Regarding your wish to restart your Adderall prescription, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and medical advice to ensure that this is the best course of action for you. It's important to remember that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit and should be treated with care and respect. As Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB says, "Or don't you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God's."
Lastly, we want to remind you that God has a plan and a purpose for your life, and he can turn even the most painful experiences into something beautiful for his glory. Trust in him, seek his will, and walk in his ways.
"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11 WEB.
We will continue to pray for your complete restoration and for God's will to be done in your life.