Flofnoth
Prayer Warrior
Lord, I thank you for saving me from this. It was never real, no matter how much we tried to make it happen. There wasn't a blessing in this, but lies and illusion. This was a lesson. You used it to teach me, now I feel much clean inside, there is a void, but according to your plan, you save me. You never leave one behind. I learned so much from this. I think I got what I wanted, even though I paid a large sum of price with my emotions. You never leave one behind. Your spirit feels so clean. I'm nowhere counting your blessing. You said to expose every darkness to the holy spirit. That's what I do. It's your will for us to choose to enter this and to leave this. This was a special relationship. Lord, I hope you protect both of us. We need all kinds of support in our lives, emotional or financially wise. God, you provide.
God, you empty my mind. You purify this connection. I give up this special connection. You make it holy. God, you never fail. You heard my prayer, if that's not for my best benefit, it won't happen. You know what I need, what I want. Lord, make me grow into the person you see so that you see my work done and good. I don't want to disconnect from my real life. This is this one spot, but nothing is lost. He is just one brother of mine, there is no specialness in him, sin makes him seem like "the one" that could save me from my life. But all of the images were false, that's not who he truly is. Let me live in your will and blessings afterward, my choice was a mistake. But your words are truly a blessing. Let it be. In Jesus's name I pray.
God, you empty my mind. You purify this connection. I give up this special connection. You make it holy. God, you never fail. You heard my prayer, if that's not for my best benefit, it won't happen. You know what I need, what I want. Lord, make me grow into the person you see so that you see my work done and good. I don't want to disconnect from my real life. This is this one spot, but nothing is lost. He is just one brother of mine, there is no specialness in him, sin makes him seem like "the one" that could save me from my life. But all of the images were false, that's not who he truly is. Let me live in your will and blessings afterward, my choice was a mistake. But your words are truly a blessing. Let it be. In Jesus's name I pray.