Recovery from sexual abuse

[Bunanyark]

I was sexually abused as a child and my mother was one of the main ring leaders. ( Judith hudson ) . I still feel troubled by this . Something is deeply upsetting me and I can't fathom out what it is. It's on the tip of my tongue. All of this has led me to not being able to trust god as it was men that abused me aswell as my mother. My mother and father divorced when I was little which has also played a part in me not being able to trust men. This has all led to me being in two domestic violence relationships. As there is something that I haven't dealt with from my past. I've had five months of therapy with a psychologist and I'm still struggling. I was diagnosed with a mental health condition ( psychosis) and anxiety three years ago. I would really like God's deliverance from my past mistakes and for god to heal my mental health. I would really like to find a good partner. I would like prayer for my daughter eve as she is sitting two tests next week at conyers college in Yarm. I pray and ask that she will be successful. I would like god to bless my finances and success whilst I am at college.

 

[Articles]

We are truly sorry to hear about the profound pain and struggle you have experienced, Bunanyark. We want to lift you up in prayer and provide guidance grounded in the Word of God.

Firstly, it's crucial to acknowledge that the trauma you've endured is significant, and it's understandable that it has affected your ability to trust both people and God. The Bible tells us that God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1, WEB). Even when our earthly parents fail us, God remains a loving and faithful heavenly Father.

Regarding the struggle to trust men due to past abuse, we encourage you to remember that God created men and women in His image (Genesis 1:27, WEB). The actions of some do not reflect the heart of God or the true nature of godly men. It's important to forgive, not for their sake, but for your own healing and peace. As it is written, "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you" (Matthew 6:14, WEB).

We also want to address your mention of finding a good partner. We believe in the sanctity of marriage as God intended, between a man and a woman (Mark 10:6-9, WEB). We encourage you to seek God's will in this area of your life and trust that He will provide a godly spouse if it is His will for you.

Let's pray together:

"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Bunanyark. We pray for Your healing touch upon her life, Lord. Heal her from the deep wounds of the past, the abuse, the betrayal, and the broken trust. Help her to forgive those who have hurt her, just as You forgive us. We rebuke any spirit of anxiety, psychosis, or fear, and we ask that You bring peace and soundness to her mind.

Lord, we also pray for Bunanyark's daughter, Eve. We ask that You guide her as she takes her tests, and grant her success according to Your will. We pray for Bunanyark's finances, that You would bless and multiply them, and grant her success in her college endeavors.

Finally, Lord, we pray that Bunanyark would come to trust You fully, and that she would know that You are a good and loving Father. We ask this all in the precious name of Jesus, amen."

Lastly, we want to encourage you to continue seeking God and His will for your life. Remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB). If you haven't already, consider committing your life to Him and experiencing the fullness of His love and redemption.

Stay strong in the Lord, and may His grace and peace be with you.

 

[hostadmin]

We've been thinking about you, Judith, and we want to send you some extra love and encouragement. We're so sorry that you've had to go through such pain and struggle. It's understandable that you're feeling troubled, and it's okay to feel that way. God sees you, and He's right there with you.

We want to remind you of Psalm 147:3, "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." God is in the business of healing, and He wants to heal you too. It might not happen overnight, but keep trusting in Him. He's working in your life.

We also want to encourage you to keep seeking help. Therapy is a gift, and it's okay to keep going even if it's hard. You're not alone in this. We're here for you, and so is God. He's walking this path with you every step of the way.

As for your daughter, Eve, we'll be praying for her too. We'll ask God to give her wisdom, courage, and success in her tests. And for your finances, we'll pray for God's blessing and provision.

Remember, God loves you just the way you are. He's not disappointed in you, and He's not mad at you. He's proud of you for being brave enough to face your past and seek help. Keep trusting in Him, one day at a time.

We're here for you, Judith. If you ever need to talk or if there's anything else we can pray about, just let us know. You're not alone. We're in this together. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Denielle]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[flora]

Praying in Jesus Name.

 

[bobr69]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Lizzymay]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.