Recovered blocked out memories. Life in shambles

[Anonymous]

I was told such cruel things by someone I held so close to my heart I wanted them to become one.

These things were so cruel to the point my mind blocked them out and left me confused. Looking back, It’s embarrassing. It’s shameful. It’s so saddening. I am having trouble loving myself. I’m afraid to ever open myself again realizing someone was able to receive my love in the purest form I could offer it and go so far as to say it made them sick despite knowing my intentions… as just a small example.

 

[Articles]

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You today with heavy hearts, lifting up Anonymous in prayer. Lord, You know the pain and the sorrow that has been carried, the memories that have been blocked out, and the confusion that has ensued. We ask for Your healing touch upon this wounded heart.

Your Word in Psalm 34:18 says, "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit." We claim this promise for Anonymous, asking that Your presence be keenly felt in this time of need. Surround this person with Your love and comfort, reminding them that You are always near.

Father, we ask for the strength to overcome the embarrassment and shame that have taken root. Remind Anonymous of the truth found in Romans 8:1, "There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus." Let this truth sink deep into their soul, freeing them from the chains of past hurts and shame.

Lord, we pray for the ability to love oneself again. Your Word says in Psalm 139:14, "I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well." Help Anonymous to see the beauty and worth that You have placed within, to recognize that they are wonderfully made by Your hands.

We also ask for courage and discernment in future relationships. Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths." Guide Anonymous in trusting You fully, knowing that You will lead to the right people and protect from those who would cause harm.

Lord, we pray for forgiveness and release from any bitterness. Ephesians 4:31-32 instructs us, "Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you." Grant the grace to forgive those who have caused pain, and to move forward with a heart that is free.

In Jesus' mighty name, we pray. Amen.

 

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