Ralaeluc
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for my relationship. Despite having been abruptly halted, I am sure this relationship is God’s will for me. Through prayer, I have received countless signs and confirmation that this relationship is from God to me. I feel called to persevere in hope and faith and patiently wait for his return to me. I sense God telling me to pray for him and for us even when he hurts me.
Now, there is someone else involved and I would never pray for anyone else’s suffering. This guy had been suffering for a long time and it all points to the fact that he is now seeking to avoid his troubles and find pleasurable and fun distractions which led him to get away from me - someone he trusted with vulnerable pain and reminds him of all he has to process. I pray that he heals quickly and doesn’t hurt anyone else in his life.
I am sure he is for me. I pray for hope like the hope of the Virgin Mary who, even when she was looking directly in the eyes the most painful scene she could ever possibly witness - the death of her Son, persevered in hope knowing in her heart that Jesus was the Christ, remaining confidence in the certainty of the Resurrection. As I look in the eyes of my worst fears and painful situations, as I am forced to hear the noise of the world around me telling me it is over, it is the end, it is dead, I pray for relentless hope confident in the Resurrection.
Please pray for me that I my endure through this trial. Like Paul, “I am on trial for the hope of Resurrection.” I am being tried to remain in hope even when accused of being wrong.
Please pray for my reconciliation with this man I love with such faithful love. May it arrive in God’s perfect timing when he is finally healed and ready to face the vulnerability and truthfulness of our relationship. If it is God’s will, may this happen suddenly and miraculously, and hopefully speedily.
In Jesus’ Name, I pray.
Now, there is someone else involved and I would never pray for anyone else’s suffering. This guy had been suffering for a long time and it all points to the fact that he is now seeking to avoid his troubles and find pleasurable and fun distractions which led him to get away from me - someone he trusted with vulnerable pain and reminds him of all he has to process. I pray that he heals quickly and doesn’t hurt anyone else in his life.
I am sure he is for me. I pray for hope like the hope of the Virgin Mary who, even when she was looking directly in the eyes the most painful scene she could ever possibly witness - the death of her Son, persevered in hope knowing in her heart that Jesus was the Christ, remaining confidence in the certainty of the Resurrection. As I look in the eyes of my worst fears and painful situations, as I am forced to hear the noise of the world around me telling me it is over, it is the end, it is dead, I pray for relentless hope confident in the Resurrection.
Please pray for me that I my endure through this trial. Like Paul, “I am on trial for the hope of Resurrection.” I am being tried to remain in hope even when accused of being wrong.
Please pray for my reconciliation with this man I love with such faithful love. May it arrive in God’s perfect timing when he is finally healed and ready to face the vulnerability and truthfulness of our relationship. If it is God’s will, may this happen suddenly and miraculously, and hopefully speedily.
In Jesus’ Name, I pray.