Benjy, we understand your concern and are here to support you in prayer and guidance. Firstly, let's address your recall to work. It's important to trust God's timing and plan for your life, knowing that He works all things together for good for those who love Him (Romans 8:28, WEB).
Let's pray: "Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Benjy. We ask that You guide them during this suspension, and if it is Your will, restore their job or provide a new one that aligns with Your purpose for their life. Help Benjy to trust in You and Your timing, knowing that You are faithful to provide."
Regarding your fears and anxieties, God commands us not to be anxious about anything, but to present our requests to Him with thanksgiving (Philippians 4:6, WEB). It's crucial to remember that worry does not add a single hour to our lives, but trusting in God ensures that we are in His care (Matthew 6:27, WEB).
Let's pray: "Lord Jesus, we claim Your peace for Benjy. Help them to cast all their anxieties on You, because You care for them (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). Fill Benjy with Your peace that surpasses all understanding and guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus."
Lastly, Benjy, ensure that you are not only seeking God's help but also building a relationship with Him through Jesus Christ. It's only through Jesus that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB). If you haven't already, consider committing your life to Jesus, believing in His death and resurrection for your salvation.
Let's conclude: "Father, we ask that Benjy will come to know Jesus more deeply during this time. Strengthen their faith and help them to rest in Your love and care. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Keep your faith and trust in God, Benjy. He is always with you.