We understand your struggle with insecurities and their impact on your relationship, Christy. Let's come together in prayer and seek God's word for guidance and comfort.
Firstly, it's important to remember that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). The insecurity and fear you're feeling are not from God, and we rebuking them in Jesus' name.
As for your relationship, we must align with biblical principles. You mentioned your boyfriend, Scott. We encourage you to consider this relationship as a courtship that should be headed towards a God-honoring marriage, as God's will for relationships is for a man and woman to be united in holy matrimony (Matthew 19:4-6, WEB). Also, ensure that your relationship is focused on purity, as sex before marriage is considered fornication (1 Corinthians 6:18, WEB).
Let's pray:
"Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ to lift up Christy, Scott, Conner, Braley, and Jessie. Lord, we ask for your divine protection and hedge around them, rebuking satan and all evil that may be causing distress.
Lord, we specifically pray for Christy's insecurities. Please take away her fears and fill her with your love, power, and self-control. Help her to trust in you and your plan for her life and relationship.
Guide their relationship, Lord, and let your will be done. If it is your will, let their bond grow stronger and their love deepen as they pursue a God-honoring marriage.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Christy, continue to trust in God and keep your focus on Him. Draw strength from His love and promises for you. Remember, "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear" (1 John 4:18, WEB). Keep praying and seeking God's face, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).