Really Need Strength And Guidance

[Walkwithgod]

My husband and I separated. We decided to meet with the pastor however, it turned sour after the meeting. It seems that everything the pastor said to my husband went into the ear and out the other. I miss him, but can't take it anymore. I don't feel he WANTS to change or is even trying to work on our marriage. I am starting to get tempted and having carnal thoughts. Mainly about how there are other guys out there that would treat me better. I went to the store and saw a few guys buying roses and I just wished my husband would have a thought like that. His friend has been talking to me (he's married) and I see how he talks about God, posts sincere posts unlike my husband. I get scared that he might cheat on me while I am at my parents since he has the apartment all to himself or maybe looking at porn again. I was so hurt and upset and said he doesn't keep his word (which he doesn't) and said hopefully I don't have to pester him for child support papers. I feel like he wants to push me to get a divorce so he doesn't have to. He's going to get what he wants. It's like I don't even matter to him. I left thinking it was best because the home enviroment was an argument every week in front of the kids, him getting angry and emotionally abusive, smashing things, etc. It's like he STILL doesn't see it or doesn't care. I know that I can provide my children a much more positive enviroment. I wish it was with their dad but right now it doesn't seem like that's going to happen. I NEED a miracle that God would open my husband's eyes and heart. Help him to miss being a family, miss me, have memories of when we were married and the good times, I need to see that my husband DOES care and does want this to work out. I pray that God will give me the strength to not have bad thoughts and to stay focused on him. I pray that God will not let any thought of divorce, betrayal, revenge cross his mind. I need this and I WANT THIS so bad. I just want us to be a family again but a positive one.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Wordship5091]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[lordilookuponu]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Don]

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.

My wife and I have prayed for your request in Jesus name.

 

[Walkwithgod]

Please continue to pray. Pray that memories and feelings of his love towards me will come back. Thank you and God Bless

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.

 

[larmat3]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[vchs]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[foreveralways09]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.