Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
I am so sorry to post again but really need someone to "talk" to as my sister ### isn't well so can't keep burdening her. Worrying about her isn't helping. She is ### and I am so afraid of losing her 
As many of you, who have been so faithful in prayer, will know I have many illnesses both physical and mental and have been suffering for a very long time. Whilst the physical illnesses are unbearable it is the mental illness which is really scaring me.
It is impossible to explain but my mind is bombarded every single second with faces, names, songs etc and my mind MAKES me remember who they all are! I even get non-human sounds. My chest goes tight and my heart pounds so hard. I am exhausted as this happens every single second 24/7!
I just CAN'T go on like this. I am exhausted!
I have PLEADED with God to make it stop. I am on a waiting list to see another psychiatrist but am so afraid of trying another antidepressant as I suffer from Crohn's Disease and am very sensitive to meds so dread any side effects.
I cannot go on living in this dark hole.
PLEASE Jesus if you don't help me soon I don't know what I will do. PLEASE heal ###. Amen

As many of you, who have been so faithful in prayer, will know I have many illnesses both physical and mental and have been suffering for a very long time. Whilst the physical illnesses are unbearable it is the mental illness which is really scaring me.

It is impossible to explain but my mind is bombarded every single second with faces, names, songs etc and my mind MAKES me remember who they all are! I even get non-human sounds. My chest goes tight and my heart pounds so hard. I am exhausted as this happens every single second 24/7!
I just CAN'T go on like this. I am exhausted!
I have PLEADED with God to make it stop. I am on a waiting list to see another psychiatrist but am so afraid of trying another antidepressant as I suffer from Crohn's Disease and am very sensitive to meds so dread any side effects.
I cannot go on living in this dark hole.
PLEASE Jesus if you don't help me soon I don't know what I will do. PLEASE heal ###. Amen