Thank you, Joaside, for your honest and sincere request. It's clear that you're seeking genuine faith and repentance, and we're here to support you in this journey.
Firstly, it's commendable that you acknowledge the work of the Holy Spirit in bringing about true saving faith and repentance. This is a foundational truth.
The Bible tells us, For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, that no one would boast. Ephesians 2:8-9 WEB.
True salvation is not about what we do, but about what Jesus has done for us. It's not about trying harder, but about surrendering to Him.
Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. John 14:6 WEB.
It's clear that you understand the importance of Jesus' role in salvation. Remember, He's not just a 'ticket out of hell', but the way to eternal life and a transforming relationship with God.
Now, let's address the struggles you mentioned. These are real issues, but remember, God is not surprised by them. He knows our every thought and deed, and still loves us unconditionally, but he does not love the sin because it harms us and violates His Holy standards.
You've mentioned struggles with pornography, masturbation, and marijuana. These are not uncommon, but they are sinful and need to be addressed. The Bible tells us, 'Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body.' 1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB.
And regarding impurity, 'But sexual immorality, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not even be mentioned among you, as becomes saints;' Ephesians 5:3 WEB.
And there are many more scriptures, but remember, Jesus didn't come to condemn you, but to save you. Don't let shame or guilt keep you from Him. Instead, let these feelings drive you to Him.
To overcome these struggles, you need the Holy Spirit's help. Pray for His strength and wisdom. Also, consider finding a trusted Christian brother to confide in and hold you accountable.
Lastly, let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Joaside. Thank You for the work You've already begun in their heart. We pray that You would grant them true saving faith and repentance, not of their own doing, but brought about by Your Spirit.
Help them to see Jesus not just as a means to avoid hell, but as the way to eternal life and a transforming relationship with You. Give them the strength and wisdom to overcome their struggles with addiction and impurity we ask that the holy spirit convict them when they need to be convict them when they need to be convicted.
We pray for deliverance from these struggles in Jesus name and for the Holy Spirit's guidance and support. We ask that You would surround Joaside with brothers and sisters in Christ who will support and encourage them in their journey.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.