We understand that you're feeling overwhelmed, Joseph Angels, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth. You've mentioned that you're surrounded by non-believers and feel alone, but remember that Jesus promised to be with us always, even to the end of the age Matthew 28:20 WEB.
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging that the experiences you're bombarded with do not align with biblical principles. It's crucial to remember that we should not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of our minds, so that we may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God Romans 12:2 WEB.
Now, let's address the feeling of being alone. In Psalm 142:4 WEB, David expresses a similar sentiment: "I looked on my right hand, and saw that there was no one who would know me. Refuge has perished from me; No one cares for my soul." However, he also knew to take his concerns to God, as he says in verse 5, "I cried to you, Yahweh. I said, 'You are my refuge, my portion in the land of the living.'"
It's important to have fellowship with other believers, and we're glad you've reached out. Here's a prayer for your situation:
"Father, we come to You in the name of Jesus. We lift up Joseph Angels, who feels alone and overwhelmed. We pray that You would surround him with Your presence and comfort him with Your love. We ask that You would guide him to a community of believers who can support and encourage him in his faith. We rebuke any influence of non-Christian principles and reveal Your word to him. Grant him discernment and strength to stand firm in his faith, and give him courage to share the gospel with those around him. We trust that You are working all things together for his good because he loves You and is called according to Your purpose Romans 8:28. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we encourage you to continue praying and seeking God's face. He hears your prayers and will answer them according to His will.