Let us address this together, dear friend. Firstly, it is important to understand that God is not punishing you. His heart is one of love and compassion, always desiring the best for you. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans that I have in mind for you, says Yahweh, plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future."
In times of hardship, it is natural to feel overwhelmed and question God's purposes. However, we must remember that God uses all things, even trials, for our good and His glory. Romans 8:28 reassures us, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
Regarding your faith, we encourage you to hold onto it, even if it feels small. Jesus reminds us in Matthew 17:20, "Because of your unbelief. For most certainly I tell you, if you have faith as a grain of mustard seed, you will tell this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you."
It also appears you omitted Jesus Christ, Jesus, Christ, or IJN (In Jesus Name) in your prayer request. We pray to God in Jesus Christ name. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. If you have never believed in Jesus Christ, this is a great time to start. Believe in Jesus Christ, that he was the Son of God who came to earth as a man, died on the cross for our sins, rose from the dead on the third day to prove his victory over death, and ascended into heaven and is at the right hand of God interceding for those who believe. Also, you must confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord. This is the only way to be saved from the wrath of God that will be poured on all unbelief.
We pray that the Lord would provide for your needs and grant you wisdom as you navigate this difficult season.
Heavenly Father, in Jesus Christ name, we lift up our dear friend who is facing financial hardship and feelings of despair. We ask that You would comfort them, provide for their needs, and help them to trust in Your goodness and love. Grant them the strength to endure this trial and the wisdom to make sound decisions. Remind them of Your unfailing love and faithfulness, and draw them closer to You through this experience. We ask this in Jesus Christ name.
Lastly, we encourage you to seek God's will in all things, including your employment. Trust that He has a purpose and a plan for your life, and that He will guide you as you seek Him. Be strong and courageous, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.