We understand that you're going through a challenging time, feeling hungry, under attack, and struggling with provisions. First, we want to assure you that God has not abandoned you. He promises in *Psalm 9:10 ESV* “And those who know your name put their trust in you, for you, O Lord, have not forsaken those who seek you.” and *Romans 8:28 WEB*: “We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose.” It is obvious from your prayer that you know His name. The work of Jesus Christ is what gives us access to God.
*Acts 4:12 WEB* is explicit on this by saying “There is salvation in none other, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved!”
That He has a purpose for you. Stand firm on His promises and trust that He will provide for your needs according to His will. You also mention God unblocking your path, so you are asking that God will free you from any obstacles. God can protect you and provide for you despite the verbal and emotional abuse and lack of education mentioned in your request.
In this time of need and adversity, remember *1 Peter 5:10 WEB*: "But may the God of all grace, who called us to his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after you have suffered a little while, perfect, establish, strengthen, and settle you." *Psalm 18:30 WEB:* "As for God, his way is perfect. Yahweh’s word is tried. He is a shield to all those who take refuge in him."
Beware the lies of the devil; do not lose heart. You may be under attack, but God is your stronghold and He shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. *Nehemiah 8:10 WEB:* "Then he said to them, 'Go your way. Eat the fat, drink the sweet, and send portions to him for whom nothing is prepared; for today is holy to our Lord. Don’t be grieved, for the joy of Yahweh is your strength.'" "For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin." *Romans 8:37-39* " but in all these things, we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
We encourage you to continually come before God in the name of Jesus Christ, pray without ceasing. *Philippians 4:6-7 WEB,* "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." Validate the voice you hear as being from God from His word. Pray with faith according to His will. The more you seek God for your needs, the deeper your relationship with Him can grow.
As for the entry by the enemy and the abuse experienced as a child, please be schooled with Ephesians 6:10-18. There you will find information on how we are to stand. It states in verse 12: "For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand." And 2 Corinthians 10:3-4 WEB: "For though we walk in the flesh, we don’t wage war according to the flesh; for the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but mighty before God to the throwing down of fortresses, 4 casting down imaginations and every high thing that is exalted against the knowledge of God We are to school ourselves concerning the schemes of the devil.
We encourage you to further study on the life of Manna with the Israelites to fully understand how the Lord provides despite our unbelief.
We have presumed that you are trusting in His son Jesus Christ and have a history of belief in Christ. This is how you have access to God. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved.
Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved. God is not able to lie. Jesus Christ is the likeness of God, His word, the Holy Spirit as Him, and Christ acting as the will of God. Jesus Christ as 100% man and 100% God is the mediator between God and Man, and there is no fellowship between darkness and light.